today was all like. ewwwww. I hate school, don't want anything to do with it, etc. except english. it's actually kinda sad how much I can relate to all the existentialist crap. makes me think more and more about who I really am. plus it doesn't help that people look down upon it and say how it's all depressing and all that fun stuff.
oh and yeah, the dream's still living strong. work at a coffee shop or something to pay the bills, then dedicate the rest of my time to fighting for the causes I believe in. apparently there are no big protesters from generation y. maybe I'll be the first??? prolly not, people should come to their senses before I'm out of school and can accomplish that. but if everyone else is stoopid and lazy I can do it.
today I've been relighting the mental torch of inspiration and I think I'm ready to actually go for it and make a GSA. what do I have to lose??? and with a few awesome people who I know will be there and be epic. cause they love me, and I love them too. jeebus, as exciting as this all is, I think it's officially making me tired, too much adventure.
not enough time in a day, how am I supposed to learn japanese and physics and stuff like that when the only thing I can think about is how to plan the perfect day of silence... and my wife of course. can't even walk the halls in my new school without thinking of her. stoopid dance squad and their making me think of her amazing moves every time I see anyone moving to a beat at all. that is all.
try your hand at figuring out the post's title songs. you can do it. hit me up: nikkiasb@hotmail.com
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