wanting to let go, to be free, to forget everything. although next time I see her I know that it'll all just come rushing back.. IF I ever see her again.. that's the part that scares me most. although if it feels like I already lost her, why do I think it's such a big fucking deal?? I'm only human. as much as I try to get away from all this bullshit emotion stuff, it's embedded in my very being. the roller coaster can't be helped.
for now just going to be excited, friday night I'll be done with one acts for the year!!! FREEFUCKINGDOM!!! I will finally be able to actually do things after school, or even go HOME. how much I missed going home before the sun goes down. and pottery club. I feel like I haven't been in EONS!!!
so I finally asked mr.bone if he would be a sponsor teacher for a GSA. of course he wants to, just doesn't know how much he can do only being day ones and with pottery club. so ms.kirk is hopefully going to help out too. and kinda have to go check in with administration that they'll let us. if not, I'm off to go kick some ass. because that's just fucking bullshit. apparently ms.kirk tried a few years ago and they wouldn't let her. so just gunna hope that they've changed their minds. or it was just an old principal, but since it's a new one this year.... *crosses fingers*
needs to get derby shizz rolling again (hahaha. I am so punny) anyways, people needs to go get skates, get together, and we need to start acting like a fucking team. then again with... 4? of the girls hate my guts. yeah. sounds about right. siiiick. how the bloody tits is that going to work out then??? *slams head against wall* need to get her to talk to me, then her sisters and bestie will not hate me so much, and maybe won't hate me anymore. hopefully. yeahhh.
rockstar day. kiss makeup. rockband. should be good. better get more chocolate. the only reason I make it through the days anymore. woot.
so yeah. you guys, GUESS THE SONGS THAT THE POST TITLES ARE QUOTES FROM!!!!
you can do it!!
<3 <3
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