funny how one book can start to change an entire world. such different subjects can be brought together: religion and homosexuality. he rethinks everything he's ever really done in the last few years, everything he's felt he couldn't be part of because of who he is. everything is being put into a new perspective. this year everything's different, this year he might just give in and end up going to the qwanoes retreat. he'll never know where trying to see things a different way could take him. once upon a time there were twins who managed to actually have a great time in life without succoming to anything that their peers had become victims of. he never understood how they did it, maybe he could get them to show him how. they used to be his best friends in the world, now he doesn't ever hear from them or see them. he comes to the conclution that he misses them trying to keep him on the right track.
he really needs to get a spare. then maybe homework wouldn't be impossible. EVER. extra time to just chill and relax and shizz is great. maybe if he's actually thinking instead of zoning off and thinking about random things (girls) he could put together a cohearent sentance.
sometimes when he has an itch he just wants to pierce the area to make the itch go away. that may not be the best solution, but it works. or sometimes I get lazy and just want to tape up a few too many rounds and my earhole hurts from overstretching. hopefully within a month he'll be able to wear the zebra swirls.
time to buy a two-year-old... Volkswagen, in the morning. getting into the high zone should be fun. feeling high is a specialty.
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