I GOT MY N!!! I can finally drive on my own without anyone else in the car, unless I want someone in with me. I totally thought he might fail me, but I passed. he seemed like he'd be all strict and stuff but the way he marked me was really easy. honestly I felt like the route was easy, I just fucked up a bit because I haven't really practiced parallel parking. other than that I felt pretty confident in my driving. although I was nervous as fuck. I mean, big, scary man telling you where to drive and judging you on how you do it. and having the power to stop you from getting your next step of lisence. BUT I PASSED!!!
just want this week to be over. and next week. if everything could just fast forward like a week and a half to after school friday next week. QUEER PROM IN 10 days. too bad I can't drive there. then maybe Aliza would have an easier time convincing her mom that it's ok for her to stay over here. since I'd be driving back.
still pisses me off when I hear/ read people calling me a girl and stuff. daughter, little girl, young lady. UHHHG! it's like trying to put a bullet through my head. honestly, do they not see how much it hurts me just to hear those words?? do I have to fucking spell it out? even today, the fact that the driver's lisence says sex, not gender, so I have to say female. I don't feel female, so why should my driver's lisence represent me as a female?? it's quite frankly, the stoopidest thing I've had to encounter in a long time.
need a job so I can get money so I can buy a truck and a new pair of skates. and afford gas. hoping that I can work out some sort if deal that if I buy the car, my family will pay first year of insuarance or something like that. cause that's fucking expensive. might end up getting a low-limit credit card soon so that I can use it to buy gas in the states and make a couple online purchases. like a binder..
here's hoping I can buy a truck soon.
<3 <3
No comments:
Post a Comment