four day weekend. most kids would be happy to be away from school for so long in a row. but then there's being away from school, where I have to 'spend time' with my mother. if I have to hear her complaining and bitching about every last thing all weekend, I swear I'll fucking flip shit. I'm tired of hearing about how her life is the only one who's sucks. everyone should pity her and the world is out to get her. I've gone through feeling like that enough on my own seeing as it's all I ever knew. but I'm trying to get better and the fact that she hasn't even realized that she's a bitch and needs to stfu just irritates every molecule of my being. it's driving me insane and there's no way to get away from it while I'm stuck with her in whistler for a fucking 4-day weekend. yay...
the sun and freakishly hot temperatures have arrived. so I found my parasol. no idea how this whole summer thing is going to work out. summer= less clothing= forced to be more feminine. the whistles and such.... they can just go away any time.
try getting people to think you're a gender they didn't expect normally. yeshhh...
keep falling asleep. so tired of everything just gunna go die now. less than a week till we go up. and my cast is still doesn't know what to do. they don't even have costumes. but we have 5 days till the first performances.
just dream about making everything right in the world. making everyone happy.
<3 <3
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