so blogger was being a bitch and not working last night. apparently google sometimes fails too. anyways..
whistler for a couple nights. dope. kinda. no, not really. I mean it's nice and all, but stuck with the family for so long and missing out on the only good reason to have been living in ladner to do so.. not exactly bundles of fun. at least there's two beds so I only have to share a room with my mom. for once.
whistler lesbians.. wonder how many are around my age. it would be great if I could just explore, on my own. maybe they'll have some funky shops where I can just chill and be overwhelmed by the awesomeness. or epic coffee shops.
wow I really miss the whole atmosphere of Ashland... it just isn't the same anywhere else.
dysphoria a bay for awhile. 'tis pretty good. prancing around in all my semi-feminine glory. except the fact that it's a lot colder here than back in Richmond and most of my girlier clothing tends to be more summery. fuuuuu. I can't win, can I?
for once I want a girl to curl me in HER arms and keep me safe and warm. most of all I just want a girl to feel at home with, to be my other half. I want to be inseperable so people know that I am hers and she is mine. I want to give her the world. I want her to be more than dreams and illusions in my head. who knows if she'll ever be my reality though. yeahhh..
got married again.. might want to figure out how many spouces I have at some point. a couple husbands, tonnes of wives, a fiancée, a mistress, a sex slave, and a hoe??? something like that.
<3 <3
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