she's so sexy and she wouldn't touch you.

something tells him he needs to be there, that's all that matters. it doesn't seem to happen. instead he traipses into town to see what the hell has been going down in the place he called home almost his entire life. changes keep happening, new stores replace the old and he finally finds somewhere that he really think he loves in the town mall. it's the first place in tsawwassen to offer alternative gear to the extreme. he can end up with all sorts of gauged items for his ears and amazingly high heels is metalics and gorey prints. he finally feels like somewhere has taken all the amazement of the culture he takes so much interest in and brought it together. a place he actually wouldn't mind parting with money.  another day taking on too much, not following his heart. it really kills him sometimes, how much time is wasted trying to fit in what everyone else wants while he pretends he doesn't want the things he does. it's fucking rediculous.  the way the day passes by, he doesn't feel so alone. in his mind he can be anyone he wants.. <3 <3