shoosh girl, shut your lips.

finally finally finally gunna be done the first draft of my script XD
I am slightly really fucking stokeddd. hopefully it bring me to a higher A.

looking for a script for sketches in drama. need two person sketch. preferably monty python. shiiiit.

still not quite sure how to kill off my last character in my script. dammit. drinking bleach maybe?? rawr. scripts are evil. why the hell did I sign up for the class. takes up all my time and then I never get anything else done. blarggg.

doood. it would be awesome if we could just do the lumberjack song. it would make my day. like come on. monty python ABOUT british columbia in a bc school. FUCKK YEAHH. with an english drama teacher.

while searching ways to kill yourself for my script, I found this really sad website. it was basically a 13 year old boy asking the best way to commit suicide. and then people responded with all their stories of trying to kill themselves and there was so much shit going on in lives. most of them got raped by family, beaten, bounced around foster care. A few of them got deep into drugs. like crack and meth. fun shizz. made me feel like I have it so easy. I mean, I hate my mom, but she doesn't actually beat me (and she stopped throwing shit at me), she isn't a drunk or drug addict, and I can get away from her sometimes for school and stuff. these kids tried to kill themselves from the age of 9 or 10. they had depression from like age 4. it's just sad.

was just really fucking tired today. got home, eat a snack, read a couple chapters for school, and ended up taking a nap.. oops. didn't help that I woke up with like... a drool puddle on my shirt. nom. hate falling asleep right before dinner. but sleep is veryvery good. vietnamese coffee makes me be able to stay awake long enough to work on script and stuff though XD it's good stuff. keeps me alive and well. and not taking naps I can't afford to.

rawr. bitches be living too far away. need some chickas out this way. HOLLA!!!!
(yes I felt like being G for about... 45seconds)
but really. hot lesbians. richmond doesn`t bite.. well, I do, but you`ll enjoy it. =P

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