Thursday, February 10, 2011

I can't feel nothing at all.

the last performance of lifeguards we will ever have to do is over!! omigawddds it feels so good. sure, they fucked up and missed 8 minutes of it, but no one who hadn't seen it before could even tell... with the extreme improv that they out into it. gotta fucking love how much they can change the story. oh well. we're freeeeeeee.

sdss tomorrow.. it should be fun. a little bit scared to see the wife. I mean, I haven't seen her since,or even talked to her. I don't know how much she hates me. I don't know if I can fix it. bloody hell. WOMEN. but everything about her draws me in. every blink, every heartbeat, every breath. can't seem to let it go. has she?

get to spend some time with some friends, pretty stoked. I mean, PARTYTIMEEEE!!! art room + so many people that I miss + GAHHH = awesomesause. and than thrifting after school most likely. fuckk yeahhh. gunna be hard to have so many white people. can't make white jokes like usual. dammit. but at least more people will get my references. and understand my dirty jokes. and I'll actually know pretty much everyone. instestead of being partnered with someone who I can't even remember their name.. which is always fun.. at least it's a project on roller skating. WINN!!!!

speaking of which, don't rain this weekend, I'd love to get out and go skating for the first time in foreverrr
blargggg.

I like not seeing my mother for long periods of time. it keeps me a little sane. in the good way, cause boxness sane is bad.. boxness can go die in a hole. along with our stoopid government, homophobia, religion forced being forced on people, and the school system. because they all suck. but they won't help me in the least..

anyways. songs. they are post tiles. guess which ones are from my post titles and win.. an e-hug XD
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