footloose 2011. siiiiiiiiiiiiick shit happening there. and once again I miss dance. it sucks. on one hand I just want to dance and just not pay attention to anything else. I just want to spend my time working on it over and over until I can actually dance without having every more choreographed. on the other hand dancing just make me miss her more. it's hard...
so apparently film acting academy at sdss went to mr.young today. if only they'd gone a week earlier then we could've chilled. it would've been great. except... well she would still be totally ignoring me... which would hurt like a bitch. even more so than now..
why does it always come back to the same fucking thing?
anyways.. trying to clear out some stuff I don't need anymore this weekend. got a bag of clothes already. could put so much more in there. I try to keep everything, telling myself I'm going to alter it to look unique. and then I never do. they just sit there doing nothing. chilling..
need to stop being so addicted to interwebs.. honestly been torture these past few days without ipod. I am at a loss of what to do with myself. can't randomly check facebook, cant look things up, cant listen to my good music, can't type out a note or poem or whatever.. what did I do beforee?? I feel like I have no life. or social life. I had those before, now what am I supposed to do? and then trying to socialize with people, they're busy on their ipods/ smartphones. GAHHH. the world sucks.
sleeping in. looking forward to it. marks cutoff done. term 2 done. AP form handed in. course planning put into computer (even though I still have to talk to people about self study for AP psych...) EVERYTHING SEEMS DONE... then I look at my pile of homework. fuuuuuuuck. so much for good weekend. at all.
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