we're going faster.

another winter break gone by and he hasn't gotten anything done that he told himself he would. only did a tiny bit of reading, didn't even start his late homework assignment, didn't bother to even open his sketchbook, forgot completely about his notebook, never got around to trying to clean his room and empty the boxes. everything is so cramped and annoying. he has so much he needs to get rid of, yet never has any time to sort through it all, much less the motivation.  he isn't ready to face the hallways again, go back to the daily grind. he feels like he's tasted something so much better and returning to that life just isn't worth it anymore. there are very few reasons to ever walk those halls again. the main one being that he can't handle being alone, succumbing to what society expects of him is the only way to get the human contact he so greatly needs in order to keep functioning.  he needs to be wrapped up in hugs and cuddles and long conversations about nothing in particular. he needs mental stimulation from those people he meets within the walls of that horrid place. he needs to just cave in and break down, sharing himself with them in hopes of becoming a little bit richer in his lifestyle. the only reason he hasn't made his way into forest living yet. <3 <3