doing the day of silence. so I have to type fast so I can get this up before midnight. wrote out my sign. feeling pretty sick, prolly because I doubt I'll be able to actually get out and spread the word. just maybe hit Terra Nova for a bit.
my mom wants me to stop when my gradparents come over at 4. this annoys me. I know that my not speaking may be inconvenient for her, but it's kinda for the greater good. oh well. I get to sleep in and do homeworks and shizz.
my plan for tomorrow: wake up, eat, shower, read chapters for English, do socials homework, work on math questions, depending on time either head to the dollar store or work on the necklace I'm making right now, maybe go to starbucks (where my notepad will come in handy), go home, get some stuff around my room that needs to be done done, wait for mom to come home, wait for grandparents to come over, prolly eat, do whatever with the family, prolly start talking around 7ish since most breaking the silence meetings have happened by then, and then who knows what.
I'm noticing more and more how the halls are completely filled with little homophobic and transphobic comments, a lot of the people don't even think about that when they say things too. it's fucking brutal. the amount of shit that goes down without anyone saying anything is un-fucking-believeable. I think I might be ready to actually start speaking out. it's out of hand and really not cool. eventually I want to try to go around and talk to all the different classes individually. it would be great if I could start with the gr.8 drama class I work in. they really need to be educated.
rawr. headache is being a bitch. gunna go not talk now.
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