the bits and pieces of a mind no one really knows.. this is the place for my daily rants. almost like a vomit of the mind, except with a little thought put in. if I get bored sometimes I do random lists.. and when I'm really tired I attempt overexhausted poetry. it usually doesn't turn out well...
Thursday, January 12, 2012
comes like a comet.
one more day in the week until he's free. he has to make it through a quiz and a presentation, at least he has a bit of hamlet to get him through the day. nighttime is the only reason he even wants to wake up in the morning though, the thought of seeing so many good souls together. just being in a place with bois who know what he's going through and spending time with them is enough to make him happy. he's been so alone, even more so because no one really knows. it'll be good to be out and be able to do whatever he wants without having to censor himself or hold back from bitching about pronouns. a new kind of feeling in ways, usually the only time he can feel completely at ease with his gender and accepted for it is when he's by himself or sometimes over the interwebs. in real life he's never really had the chance.
he's starting to get to a point where he feels more comfortable starting to tell people who aren't part of his immediate support circle or part of the group he can trust with anything GSM-related. it'll be great to be with some of that group none of the less, maybe give him the courage to come out a little bit more. by his birthday he's hoping to at least be out to all of the group he hangs out with at school, maybe also the improv team. he can't wait for things to be easier..
<3 <3
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