going to the country, gunna eat a lot of peaches.

getting 100% so far on math things. guess I'm not failing like I though I was. he doesn't check to make sure that everything's right on homework. he just pretty much gives us marks on completion. and thankfully the quiz was pretty easy. although I think I'm actually getting it more than most of the class considering I was done the quiz by the time everyone else was finishing the first page or starting the second. and I managed to get 12/12 when most people got between 6-9/12. I think I found a way of learning this shit that works for me. I need a smaller class size (we have 15) and a teacher that can actually teach it in a way that I can connect with. meaning someone I can respect enough to actually listen to. mr.Booker jokes around with the class and generally just seems pretty chill. he also gives me pretty friendly vibes. then again I am kinda the one that tends to stand out, especially when I have friends in my class so I don't go into my shy bubble. basically I can pay attention in class and the stuff we learn manages to go through. don't know how, but it does. knew that part of my brain was somewhere, I did manage challenge in gr.9 (barely) and had all As in gr.8, so I do know that I can do math. just kinda sucks that it comes out once I'm in a class that I can only go to 50%

don't know what I'm going to do with the whole home situation. every time I want to do something, she uses it as bait to get me to do everything that she wants done. everything has to be done when she wants, no matter what or else she gets to just not let me do things. she wants on the computer, too bad if I have nowhere to do my homework. she wants me to pay for gas and shit and I don't have a job because I'm busy with school, too fucking bad, if I don't have a job by the end of the month I'm kicked out onto the streets. she wants to do nothing, I have to do dishes, take out the garbage, fix the shower, make sure she gets to watch all the movies she wants, put gas in the car, drive her around wherever she wants to go, get my friends to fix her technology, cook meals, read her mind, get a job, be her source of entertainment, go look for a place to buy, and anything else that pops into her head ON TOP of all my schoolwork and school time. no idea how that's going to be possible. and somehow I have to get headshots taken for free so I can go in to see some modeling agency that's interested in me even though I'm not interested in modeling. just when I thought it was summer and I could relax. 

not sure if it's my allergies or what, but my one eye keeps tearing up and it's bloody annoying. speaking of allergies, think I got bit by something. have a lump on my leg. if it gets more infected I'll have to start draining puss. is it sad that I've done it som many times, and every time it leaves less noticable scarring than the one time I went to the hospital and got them to drain it. 

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