you give me something I can feel.

I realized that this year will be the 10th anniversary of 9/11. 10 years of war over stoopid things like oil. now look at gas prices. this is bullshit. so many people have died, have been scarred, have become so screwed up it isn't even funny just because some fucking bastards decided they want to take over the oil supplies. they could've stopped at freeing afganistan or whatever they said the war was originally to accomplish. but no, the fucking government and the armies just keep sending more innocent people to their deaths, filling them with hope they will have served their country. in reality, many have died before they even hit the battlefield, before they did any good to cancel out the bad, before saving civilians from other soldiers who just want oil. fucking pricks who run these orginizations. greedy fucking pricks. and they don't care about lives being lost by the thousands. as long as they make money. what has humanity come to?

in the 'safe' parts of the word we barely bother to try to protest, most people would rather rake in the gold and life the unrealistic American dream. we entertain ourselves with fuzzy animals and expensive cars and try to forget that somewhere out there, somebody's baby is dying, somebody is taking the life of another just so they can gain their possessions. it makes me sick. 

here we are: the kids, the youth, filling our heads with useless information on how to find x in a clusterfuck of numbers and letters, then trying to graph it. we do this without obligation in the hopes of someday becoming rich and getting to occupy ourselves with expensive gadgets. we do this without question, as they tell us that we are too young to do any different, too fucking young to make a real difference, too young to know what we really want. they try to control us, work us past our breaking point, use us as a new generation of slaves to society. and we let them. we bend over and let them fuck us over. because our parents tell us it's the right thing to do. because we don't know any other way. because we're too lazy to bother trying to make things right. and because it is human nature to want to fit in and nobody wants to be the first to try.

so attacks keep happening, the earth gets battered in the proccess and fights back, sends earthquakes, tsunamis, whatever, trying to tell us to stop the nonsense and just live in peace once more. but there is too much corruption that has been done than can be undone. there is too much sin in the soul of every human. there is no end. and the cycle continues as the same bullshit 'values' of greed and pride and all sorts of stoopidity are passed down from generation to generation. there is no escape.

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