we live in a beautiful world.

he hasn't had the chance to catch his breath and he isn't so sure that he even wants to. everything happens at once, when he least expects it. nothing even seems real anymore with how high on everything he is. it all just blurs until he forgets what day it is, only remembering how few days of high school he has left before he's supposed to go off to the "real world" and figure out all of life's adventures.  finally getting a chance to breathe after the mass of homework, he has found that occupying his time with communication is a good way to go. he's learned to have a bit of a social life for the first time since.... well before he can remember. after the next three weeks he'll most likely end up actually going out and seeing people. he really should be preparing for spending way too much money on things he could go without, although that would require caring. he really doesn't have that thing with money where it control almost every aspect of his life.  being so close to the end he's starting to get a little anxious about it all. the things that he'll be getting into in the next year with either school or a change in continent have him starting to panic a little bit inside. it's all so foreign to him, even the idea of life beyond high school.  <3 <3