butterflies.

my stomach's doing flippy floppies. and that girly side I've been killing off slowly is giggling and batting her eyelashes and making her way back to wear she started. oh the things that come along with love.. *bonks head on wall* dorkity sap sap be gone?? the funniest part is she doesn't even really know what she's doing to me. amusement? I think so. but mainly, I just miss her.

today I got yellow tape for marking down where props are for my play.. only we're putting a tarp down filled with sand so it has no purpose. but I like yellow tape XD need to actually work on the set stuff soon. can't wait for this to be over. want to work on writing my own awesomesauce script. the ideas for lighting and lines and blocking and everything just keep coming to me. It's pretty freaking awesome. 

all my school work is failing. need to pass math and japanese. and then find time to finish everything for my other subjects. must not explode. that would be very, very bad. not to mention every last bit of azn throughout my family would go on about the shame and how I'm stoopid and need to be perfect in everything and do exactly what they want. family and school. bane of my existance...

there is also no such thing as too much of the L word, or too many rainbows. rainbows are 42. and that is final. and they're also reaaaally pretty. and I loveee them. that's why I'm always covered in them. they're perfectly queer and always will be the awesome in my awesomesauce.

and... TACOS. because I can. <3