Tuesday, August 16, 2011

think the whole world would have changed.

and just like that he is thrust into the working world, he is a working man. there he thinks all hope may be lost in being able to afford an expensive year ahead of him, then his prayers seem to be answered. he may be able to go to Ashland again this coming year if he manages his finances well. he may be able to pay for it himself. everything seems to be coming together quite nicely.

he seems those shiney green boots in his closet, taunting him. now he can take them down from the shelf and wear them around. he has the freedom to wear such awesomeness. it's a good feeling. everything is wonderful. 

the day ahead will be one of the most important yet. he will be finding out what the next few months at least of his life will be filled with, what he can depend on, how things work. needless to say he is excited beyond what he has ever been before. breathing gets a little difficult. this is what happens when a boi's first REAL job is something that he loves so much, he lucked out. just hoping it doesn't get to be too much being a 24hour cafe. but they know his hours, that he can't work overly late. 

it just hits him, he'll need to work at least two or three shifts a week most weeks to afford the grad events and Ashland and random days with friends. then he still doesn't know if it will be enough, but he can hope. one to fours shifts a week is what she said, hopefully it's more towards two and up. but four might be a bit much. he'll see how it goes. big days ahead. 

he wants to tell her, to celebrate with her, to be with her at the very least. the only problem with that is that his training is every morning from the day she gets back to two days after. hopefully they can work something out so he can see her or at least talk to her within a day or two of her being home. everything happens at once. 

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