there's a slight pitter patter outside his window, the aftermath of a great day. he rests his tired body after hours of cheering the girls on. roller derby's birthday is officially over for the year, but the love of derby lives on. the bout will remain in his memory for a good amount of time. the cheering has taken a bit of a toll on his throat. his legs and arms almost too sore to move until he opens his tired eyes once again after a peaceful slumber.
he will remember the young children who were fully decorated in pussycat gear. he wishes he had family to get him involved at that age, parents that would be willing to spend upwards of $70 on gear for him to look cool at the bouts. hell, he wishes that he could get the $45 to buy the pivotstar sleeveless hoodie he's been wanting for about 9 months.
he wishes he could make the time fly so he could join the ranks of the tcrg crew and be an official part of the family. 19 is still two seasons away. by season 7 he'll be going to the afterparties, season 8, he'll be a pussycat just like he always dreamed. two more years and he'll be about to try out for fresh meat.
roller derby is the lesbian national sport. he doesn't know what to do in a room filled with so many gorgeous lezzies :)
he wishes she was by his side, living in that moment with him. he wishes he could be cheering them on while still holding her hand. mostly, he wishes that he could introduce her to this part of him that allows him to actually love something completely. he'll have to wait. he's waiting, hoping that she'll somehow get a chance to talk to him before she comes home. he hopes that everything goes well and that she'll really be home when she said she would. he can't wait much longer, the excitement is killing him.
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