he wants to just close his eyes and see her. nothing else really matters anymore. he will keep dragging day to day, making coffee pretending he's ok. he just wants human contact, the kind where you feel like someone really cares about what you're saying and you feel special. he's tired of feeling like he is just an extra, unwanted person. he wants the kind of contact where souls meet.
he wants to break down barriers and not feel a thing. he wants to go with every gut feeling without holding back. he wants to go back and just drink, those were always good days. maybe he's just lonely, maybe he needs a break from being a full-time child in a two person family. dreams are the only way to escape.
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