longest I've had a girly moment for over a year. lasted about 28 hours so far... who knows how much longer it will go on for. I was even close to painting my nails. I don't understand how such a big shift has happened. and that it hasn't even started to go back yet. I was called 'girl' at least 5 times today and I didn't even mind. I might even have to go track down all my glitter if this keeps up. because yes, I do have a shit-ton of glitter like all good 90s kids should.
rawr everything is confusing.
physics pretty much first thing in the morning tomorrow. so not stoked. at least it'll be over with and I'll never have to worry about physics again. fucking physics. the chapters which where stuff I'm actually good at we didn't even cover, but the stuff that confuses the fuck out of me we did. that's like my entire life. two days and I'm done for the rest of the month.
more wedding talk since we saw my uncle and his fiancé today. less than a month and a half away. apparently I'll actually have to be in some pictures maybe. FUUUUUCK. was hoping for no documentation of me in a dress on a day that I have no idea where on the gender spectrum I'll be. at least I don't have to be up at the crack of dawn so my mom can get hair and makeup at 6.30
but because of that I might end up having to do it for her.. unless the maid of honor and my mom figure someplace out to get theirs done together. there is no end to how much I'm not looking forward to this wedding.
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