I'll be there and you'll be near.

he doesn't have a clue how he's going to finish the year without dying. he has a week left before he goes back to school and then 3 months of getting his shit together. he's ready for it to be over now, not that that's what will ever happen. he his wants to spend the rest of his life watching shows online and not getting anything productive done. on the other hand he can't seem to function properly without the regular contact with humans. humans his age. humans he may or may not actually love. jeebus, he just can't stop thinking about her and trying to come up with reasons to start conversations out of nowhere. he just wants to be curled up with her in his arms and stay like that for forever. she doesn't seem to know he exists. well, she knows he exists but she doesn't seem to notice that his feelings for her do.  the whole world is a lot of area to cover. he can't begin to imagine just how big the world would be, only how out of all that space she is the one he wants to spend all his time with. even if it means traveling across the world with her, him not being fond of travel and all. it's scaring him just how much he's falling for her out of what seems like nowhere but in reality is a long time coming.  <3 <3