I was so lost back then.

sometimes he wonders if his love life and lost girl are based on the exact same thing. the werewolf ex who just stopped loving him one day, the doctory girl that drives him crazy even if things never can fully work, other boys and girls that have been a brief moment in his mind. although if he were a succubis, he would die from such long periods between feedings. or just end up making out with strangers on the street... he loves the feeling of new plugs in his ears. double flared stones are quite honestly his favorite thing to put in his ears. they stay in without having to worry at all, they're all in one piece, and they are pretty too :) plus the flare at the front makes them look so much bigger than they really are. he loves them more than anything right now. although he can sense how much his mother disaproves without even having to think about it. she hates the way he loves to morph his body into a little more like what he feels like. although there may not be any trans* changes happening yet, the modifications are still too much for her. he just can't wait till he's out on his own so he can do all the things that he's been waiting to do.  his world as he knew it is coming crumbling down. everything he knew is changing into something that he doesn't quite know if he's ready for. only time will tell. he hopes that some things will stay the same, stay comprehendable. he hopes to have the changes help him make sense out of the nonsense that is life.  <3 <3