snoooooooow. all over. white fucking powder. and it's freezing. yayyy. best part: I get to drive in it tomorrow. fucking driving lessons...
I kinda just realized how bad I am at being alone. honestly, I don't know how to be single. I just get all depressed and cling to any girl I can find. it's actually quite sad. I need someone to keep protected with love. or else I need to just man up and learn how to survive on my own.. rawr. FOREVER ALONEEE. it's been too long.. it makes me all sad inside. I shall proceed to shove my face with food to make the feeling go away. except I don't really have any good snacking food. and my microwave sounds like a firing squad every time I use it...
could really use some food right now. rice cakes. want you in my mouth. the chocolate chip ones. or white cheddar. they're both nommy. or bake cookies and eat them. like crazy. cause I like cookies a lot. white chocolate macadamia nut.. or those crazy-ass ones with the pretty stuff. or birdsnest.. or anything with toffee.
shiiit. I should be a fattie. but I'm not :( it suckkkks. I just want to eat my cake and stay warm too.
really should sleep before 2am at some time this week. oh well. I could always attempt to sleep for 1am tomorrow. challenge?? FUCK YEAHHH!!
best part of my day: falling asleep on my comfy chair while my mom was talking to me. that's just how much she rambles about how I'm a horrible person and can't do anything. makes me SLEEP
think I may have to go on a rampage of eating. but only have lollipops. and sunflower seeds. dammit. need to get a bigger stash of room candy/ food. think I might get a box of cereal or a huge-ass box of cookies.
on that note.... rawr.
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