so. wake up at 4.45am to catch a bloody plane. and guess what? FIRST FUCKING CLASS!!! yeahhh baby. it was beautiful. blankets and pillows and FOOD! OH THE FOOD!!! it made me want to cry I was so happy. I didn't have to buy a single food item all day, it was just, provided!!
of course when we got to San Fran there were no rainbows I sight besides me so I began to wonder if Hawaii was really the gay capital of the world. then I realized that they just have rainbows, most of them are clouds. San Fran is still the best place to be. not to mention it has bareable weather, not like 30 degrees in the winter. and yeah.
but I now like planes. they make me happy. don't know if I can go back to economy now. I mean, it was amazing. although I still hate air Canada. every time I've flown with them they damage my luggage. a piece of my ard plastic by the wheel broke on mine, and they ripped off a zipper on moms. and last time they dented by hello kitty lunchbox in two places. they need to learn to care about what they're doing. other than that, I ddnt hate it. it turned out pretty good. pretty stoked to get back to reality and share my newfound wizdom of the world with my friends.. wait do I have any of those left??
yeah, apparently it's nessassary for a bunc of people to defriend me all at once. cause it's not like I have feelings or anything. it's not like people hold grudges for forever. and people like to hurt me all at once instead of on their own deciding to defriend me.
looks like I've burned bridges in my old party crowd and the ones who really matter to me now. only I could manage to fuck so much up at once. it takes skill and years of self-hate. and a shit ton of drugs to make your mind fucked enough to do it all without meaning to. without wanting to hurt anyone in the least bit. whilst trying to make everyone happy.
woot. thank god it's the end of the year.
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