breaking my back.

he'd been trudging along thus far, trying to gain some sort of insight as to the world's need for him. before he knew it the days passed by and now he's merely days from  his dogwood presentation. he hasn't prepared a thing an he's scared shitless. he needs the money badly.. everything he does is a little bit more of a fail at life. he's not ready for any of this shit yet.  <3 < 3