oh what a thing to do.

he's ready to get his new passport now, all the forms sent in and just waiting to be processed. somehow he's hoping against all logic that it'll somehow get there before spring break is over so he can make a spring break trip down to the states. it is highly unlikely though. a boi can hope as much as he likes, doesn't mean anything will happen. it's getting to the point where he doesn't know how to control himself around her anymore. he can't say anything but he'll just latch on and not let go and it takes every bit of his will not to kiss her. he's rather pathetic and she gets that much, but she can't seem to wrap her mind around the extent of his patheticness when it comes to being around her. he isn't quite sure if that's serving he's thankful for or not. at least she doesn't see him as making a complete ass out of himself, but it would be a lot easier on him if she could understand how much he is not joking. he's tired of trying to find a way to ask her out that she'll understand as more than friends hanging out. he's just never felt things for anyone so completely different from him in almost every way, who has such different views  on almost every subject. <3 <3