we look pretty normal, let's get back to that.

his motivation is worn out, spread way too thin, making it's way into the negatives. it's about that time of year and all the work is piled on for marks cutoff, not that report cards are coming out anyways. he's tired and dragging himself to stay awake for as long as he can. nothing seems to be working out how it should.  all the excitement in the world couldn't keep him focused on anything right now. he tries and tries, but everything is becoming such a blur. the days seem to go on forever, yet they all get mushed together. it's a complicated little world he lives in. his heart is pounding, hoping to see just one sign that his heart isn't yearning for no reason, that he has a chance. if he has no chance it's just another time his heart is waiting to break all over again.  <3 <3