just leave those thoughts behind you.

he wasn't sure at the start of the day how things would turn out. he was tired and didn't like the rain and wasn't sure about having so many people he didn't know around. people he does know make him anxious enough, people he doesn't know make him flip the fuck out. thankfully he does know how to be social when big groups are broken into smaller groups and he didn't feel too overwhelmed for long. as long as she was there and he could hold her for a second every so often he was fine. putting up posters and taking pictures and adventures to bookstores and sushi was surprisingly exactly what he needed to unwind a little bit. meeting new people in the area (somewhat) that he could relate to and look up to in their skills of technology and such was the best thing he could possibly do for himself. these people, he can see himself having good times with.  he spent too much money over the weekend. he knows he needs to be saving for college next year, but he usually doesn't spend much at all. he only splurges once every 2-3 months. those splurges are usually only about $80-150 spent over a weekend. the rest of the time he finds it hard to justify spending money more than $10-15 in a day. and even then only once every week or two. more days than not he ends up spending nothing. he lives off giftcards and holiday money, putting most of the money he earns into savings.  <3 <3