of all the places in the world, he knows that the only country he can live with being anywhere in it would be India. the people there are peaceful and caring and everything they do is fueled by their love for people. he can live in this way. he could spend the rest of his days looking out over the people, letting the beautiful parts of humanity wash up over him. he wants to give himself over completely to this love for everything. for now he feels to limited by the corrupt society of an uncaring first world country. the only way he feels he can reach a spiritual awakening composed completely of truth and love is to get away from the industry and the bright lights and capitalist culture. to reach peace he needs to get away and work on something meaningful, although he doesn't know what that is yet. it could be art or music or a story or poetry or creating something completely new in every way. he needs to find his way to express love for everything.
he's trapped in this society, being drawn in by the greed and the hate. he's learning to survive only because of technology and to judge those around him based on everything they are instead of accepting them for those same reasons. while there are places in the world where he could love everyone equally. this society tells him he can only hold that love for one person at a time. already that is faltering, he's loving so many at once, but he has yet to be in love with more than one... ever. so the state of his heart is in tatters while the state of his mind is in confusion. he'll keep on wishing after lost shots of being in love, lusting after possibilities of what could have been given the time. what is coming towards him has emotions just as delicate as every time he's been hurt by another love. he wears those scars as battle wounds, his flesh burns with the physical word 'love' itself, burning right below the surface.
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