have to remember that shopping with the grandma is almost as bad as staying with my mom. too much girly, lacy things that my grandma tries to get me to try on. and the awkwardness of how she ALWAYS talks about the wedding and prom and dresses and 'pretty heels' and that kind of thing. blargg. not freaking cool. sometimes I'm going to have to talk to her. it's not going to be pretty at all, but at least I won't have to deal with this shizz anymore.
I wonder if they still have psych wards around bc that are opened. it would be pretty cool to go visit and maybe volunteer. 'crazy' people seem to have the best stories. kinda just want to spend the summer meeting people and listening to their stories. fuck all the movie bullshit. it's nice to see something fake once in awhile, but how much I end up watching movies with my mom I just kinda want to hear truth, see people's actual stories, actually connect with someone right there. and not be called a bitch for being anti-social.
might actually not hate summer that much if I get to do something interesting. yay for not hating people today. :)
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