well. biggest shizz going on... it seemed like just another boring monday. school, school, school, rehearsal, go home. pretty standard?? that's what I thought. my grandma picked me up from school. not so normal. I get home, put my shit upstairs, and bring down my travel mug to wash. two of my roommates, my mom, my grandpa, and my landlord are sitting around the kitchen table. I can tell shit is about to go down, so I dump the mug and book it upstairs.
first thing I do is go on tumblr.. because I'm a dork.. then the yelling starts. there was literally 20mins of screaming without much of a break.. HATE MY LIFE.
the yelling stops. the front door slams. I'm guessing that was the landlord all pissed off. (found out throught my mom's facebook later that it was. she'd said she was gunna call the cops on us to get us to leave if we weren't gone by the end of the month. and her lawyer is coming over soon. fun shizz.)
then my mom, my grandpa, and the roommates are talking for another... hour or so.
and then it's all over and everything's like WOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKED UPNESS.
so the whole ashland thing makes me worry. I get home around 9pm on the 30th. will I be able to come home? will my stuff have been carted to some other place while I was gone? rawr.
now that that's out of the way.. school. is shit. failing stuff and really don't even care anymore. at this point I just want things to stop changing so I can feel stable enough to actually put effort into anything.
wouldn't mind having a girlfriend right about now. someone to hold, to share everything with, to decrease the stress level. why is it so bloody hard to find a girl that actually likes me completely for who I am, not who they want me to be. and someone who isn't afraid to admit she loves me, is willing to parade around like any other couple. none of this hiding bullshit. I'm pretty done with that.
whatever. of to the land of hope and wonders. my happy place. any shizz you want me to talk about send it my way. and guess the songs from my post titles.
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