people. we try to see others in their entirety, but humans are too complex for such things so we see each other in 2D. each person in any given person's life has a purpose. there isn't muc other than that purpose that can be seen. we judge each other not based on looks, or how we act, but for the role they play in our lives, the side that is turned towards us. some people are a little more complex in their role in our lives (best friends, some family, etc). without knowing it, you are judging every single person you see or know every second of your life. you judge them on the past, on expiriences together, and on preconseptions. in this moment, we do not know anything about anyone else, just their past.
I know that a great deal of people see me as a whore, as an immature lesbo perv, as a lunitic, as a sexual harrassment case waiting to happen. that's ok, I continue to be that person a fair amount of the time, because I too judge myself on my past. I do not allow myself to be released from logic's confines. I know no other way to act. I know not how to just grow up, I've never seen someone who has any example of maturity.
the fight just keeps on going and going. someday I will be 3D, but for now 2D is becoming pretty much my entire life... freedom. need.
there is not enough time on this earth to hate, to do anything but love whole-heartedly. you never know how much longer you're gunna have on earth. it's a scary fact.
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