finally an ideal vacation day. sleeping in for once while everyone hiked diamond head at the crack of dawn, buffet breakfast with nommy guava juice and fresh pineapple and kona coffee, and shopping until the rain started to flood. honestly had one of the best days here. only problems were 1. the lack of rainbow girls 2. not being with my besties 3. not enough money to buy all the epic stuff at hot topic. dammit. why do they have slytherin hoodies and awesome tutus and all sort of awesome things I can't buy?? once I get a job... it'll happen. which reminds me I'll need a job soon.
fuck. have to get lifeguards up and running. we perform in a month... still have a bunch of painting and props and costumes and such. soooo not taking directing and script writing next year. when school's on I have no time for life.
is there really a point of finishing it? the only reason I hadn't snapped and stopped doing it was because she was going to watch. but now who knows if she'll even be talking to me then, let alone coming to watch my work.... I'm stoopid. how could I ever let myself get to the point where that side could take over so easily?
apparently Obama was here on Christmas.... so I was on the same island as him.. sick?
I hope there's snow when I get back. I miss actual winter. it's so hot I have to wear shorts.. and then boys whistle at me. and it's creepy. covering up is a lot better. *goosebumps* I miss my green jeans. and my gold top hat. and my beads and wire and hemp. then again I miss living in a place without roommates. but I miss my puppy and kitty too... fuck. need time turner!!!
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