moo.

woke up at 5.30 to the darkness. and it rained all fucking day. rained the whole way through pearl harbor. thankfully most of the Arizona memorial was undercover. but yeah, I really, really hated the rain for the dole plantation. there were no bloody pineapples to see on the train ride, the garden had no fruit, and the maze was muddy and the plants were dead. only good thing was the icecream and there was a huge line and it was expensive. of course wet n wild was closed because of the rain. bloody perfect. not that I was stoked on being in the water. whatever. the bitch just been pissing me off all day. everything's my fault, she makes everything as complicated as possible, and let's all play a round of 'figure out the best way to make nikki feel worthless'. fucking bitch. 

and then guess what bitch does next?? just because she couldn't get on the Internet that OBVIOUSLY means she can't wait two minutes for me to copy a note from my iPod to my blog. impatient, self-centered, stoopid, egotistical, crazy fucking bitch. 

hoshit... just over a month and I'll be 17. kinda scary. need to go get my industrial done as soon as I have money..... which I have no clue when that'll be. 

better get a shitload of bonus marks for going to pearl harbor or else I'll just be on the fast track to failure. yet again. cause I obviously haven't failed at pretty much everything in my whole life. 

tits... just realized this whole thing has become just another teenage wingefest. and pretty much online diary... but I guess that's better than sappy love poem after sappy love poem. or millions of quotes and lists and stuffs of the sort. *continues on brain explosion from boredom*

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