well. it's Christmas eve. in Hawaii. Santa plays the violin to Christmas songs, hula dancers do their thing under chirstmas lights. why the hell do they try so hard to make it seem like the winter wonderland in this oven?? it makes me want to cry how much they're faking their way through the holiday and failing miserably. rawr. just want to go home, not like Christmas is even a legit holiday anymore. everyone gives presents because they feel obligated to do so intead of just because they think their friends and family would like something they saw in a store. it takes all the holiday spirit out of the holiday. the Japanese do the holiday better. spend the day making love with the one you love and no family in sight. maybe we should all do it like that. save a lot of fighting and breakables.
arms in pain from all the paddling the past couple days. thankfully I don't have to go do a bunch more active stuff tomorrow. just rest. and tune out the fighting that's sure to break out tomorrow. gotta just get away for awhile. but of course everything is closed on Christmas except a couple malls and stuff. and it's not like I have a key to get back if I went wondering. and no one lets me off by myself. it's bullshit. whatever. yet another shitty Christmas in the making. *pulls trigger*
have a shitty christmas. and mele kalikimaka.
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