Friday, November 26, 2010

winter wonderland.

snow EVERYWHEREE!! it's pretty. first thing in the morning. then you have to brush it off the car, and it starts to get on your nerves. and then you have to walk in it and it's all slushy at the sides of the road. and it sucks. but it's so pretty. and being at school in the snow reminds me of walking down the tiny path shoveled from the school to the pit last year. remember huddling under one umbrella with at least 6 people, chain smoking to keep warm. and as much as I know that's horrible and all that, I kinda miss it. just being out there with all these people being snowed on. it was freaking beautiful. it was honestly like connecting with the earth with each puff being a little bit of a bridge to life with humans, so you wouldn't be completely lost in nature. also, as your brain receives the nicotine it just allows you to just step out of yourself and just be. be a snowflake falling slowly, silently. be the gentle wind, be the air everyone breathes in. sometimes I wish I didn't miss it at all. others, I wonder why I even bothered trying to stop. then I remember: to spend more time with certain people.. oh the things I do for girls, no matter if I mean to or not. not that it's a bad thing.

today after school, of course the little gr.8s were having a snowball fight outside. dunno what exactly happened, but there was a kid that came in, and went to the office. he was holding his eye, crying, and blood was covering his hand. think something hit him in the eye and was sharp or something. kinda really scary. that much blood from someone's face. *shudder* and they were telling him he would be fine. that they'd just get him cleaned up a bit. what the hell?? from what I saw I would say maybe stitches, possibly an eye patch, a bunch of ice, or hold a bag of snow on it.. and he might even go blind in one eye. yet they tell him they'll just get him cleaned up. I doubt it would even slow down on the bleeding for at least 5-10mins. don't lie to the poor kid to get him to calm down, he'll only hate you for it later. don't mention it. just take him in and calm him down with breathing rhythems and all sorts of other ways then LYING straight to his bloody face. stoopid school system, and the people that don't know what they're doing. at least they should know how to respect the students they're working with. it is, after all what they're paid for with our parent's tax money.

quite honestly, school is not my best subject..
english- 73%
physics- 52%
socials- 71.something%
japanese- 45%ish
math- 19.7%
and then I have my electives, but those are different. I can actually do them without failing miserably..
that may be why I choose to take over my life with drama, and a bit of art.

have a good long weekend. happy black friday XD
enjoy the tacos <3 <3

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