boomboom.

once again, laptop is in evil clutches. but honestly, I don't really mind. why? might you ask. because I has skills. I manage to work my way out of another fight with the twins using two sentences. really, I should become some sort of peacekeeper. I have quite a talent for it. or I could be a hippy, cause they're pretty damn awesome. I wish I had a hippy van, and not just any hippy van but a briiiiiight orange one with epic curtains inside, and a disco ball, and a light up waterbed. I want one of those even more everytime I watch across the universe... and then I could live in hippy hills, and that way I could go to sdss :) my logic is epic. don't deny it unless you no longer value your life. 

there is an entrance to the attic? in my closet. like in paranormal activities. with the square that has a white panell covering it from the inside. my closet door is open. my roller derby gear will scare anything that tries to come out of the attic away. or at least it will trip and fall down because of roller skates. I miss derby. stop snowing and icing and being cold so I can skate. and terminal city needs to start their season. I REALLY need new skates. no wonder mine were only $20, they are complete crap and can't even put new wheels or bearings on them :( in desperate skating need. mainly because I have to hand in dpa form... I just got it today.. I don't do enough exercise. I walk up and down my stairs, from the car to school, from school to the car, between classes, and some warmups in drama/ rehearsal.

and then.. there's the best part of my day. like when in cartoons the giant hearts come out of eyesockets. that's like everytime I see her name or picture. the heart POUNDING it's way out of my chest when she says anything. the nervous, blushy, gushy, eyelash batting girlyness everytime I even think about her. the best part of my day, knowing she still loves me. that's all I need to know that I'm alive. ...and a total cheeseball. ;)

now if only the universe would conspire to make something good happen..... <3 <3