I'm so tired.

first day of college and he's ready to cry. it's not the work, it's not the long days, it's not the school plus two jobs plus night school. it's the dealing with so many new people at once, it's the being on the bus every day, it's the not being able to see her as much as he'd like to. he's so sick of being away from her. he just wants to be able to fall in love without hurdles being thrown at him from every angle. he just wants a little bit of time during the week to see her.  with so many schedules he's not even sure when he's free to do anything, he's confused and he doesn't quite know what to do about it. he's so tired of having to live by schedules, he just wants to break free and let life happen how it wants to. it's too much to handle to have it all going on at once.  <3 <3