it can't be that bad.

he's so hard on himself, trying to have all the perfect things. he's trying to make it all seem flawless when in reality everything he is is flawed. now all he sees are the flaws, nothing else. he's sick and tired of himself so he takes it all out on his imperfections. he focuses in on the little things and just hopes that something good will happen. he's stressed beyond belief, yet he doesn't know how to show it so no one seems to realize just how much he's going through to keep from doing anything stupid. he's just so tired and so close to snapping.  two days and he'll be okay. two more days of school before he can finally relax and unwind a little. that's okay. he can deal with two days, it's just the fact that there's the exam so early in the morning.. <3 <3