if you want to.

he can't even do emotions. he winds up back to being on good, better than good terms with the girl who was so much in his life, the girl he wouldn't be who he is today without. he wants to go right back to where they'd left off but he can't even begin to imagine what going through that would be like in his new life. everything has changed and she's so much the same despite being older and more.... experienced.  he's hitting a crossroads between the girl he used to be and the man he's striving to become. it's just all so complicated being stuck between so many more major issues at once. everything is turning into something much more complicated and chaotic than he first imagined.  <3 <3