girl I wanna take you to a gay bar.

more than anything he just wants to see bits of the world that won't make him angry at humanity. he wants to forget the times that life was shit. he wants to forget all the rejection and emotional bits, the rollercoaster of a childhood, the amount of bullshit he's had to get through to get to this point. he wants people's expectations to disappear so that he can be free to creatively interpret how he can present and such. he will fuck with gender and all that shinanigans.  he's too tired to figure out his feelings on anything just now, although he can manage a not to remember them, therefore not needing to know the source <3 <3 .