Saturday, February 25, 2012

you're all skin and bones.

a night without interwebs and he doesn't know how to deal with the world. getting caught up takes all the time he has to give plus a little extra, causing him to fall behind somewhere else. he hates the fact that he has such an addiction. he should be able to function without for a few hours, for a few days even. he doesn't know how he'll ever get back to being able to go camping and whatnot if he goes crazy being away from interwebs so long.  he realizes how much he really misses dance. sure, he wasn't the best, but at least it felt good when he got it right. having the ability to make beautiful things with his body AND being able to fill in DPA without lying was good times. so what if he'd show up high every once in a while, he enjoyed it no matter how much he would fight it. dance was one of the things that saved him in the end, through the bullshit of grade 9 and the aftermath of grade 10.  his heart wants to create some beautiful new way to express where he can creatively do some hardcore make while still wearing whatever manly clothes he finds suitable. he can play both a male and a female at the same time, or neither one. he has so many genders to choose from that there's can't be just one at a time.  <3 <3 

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