suckered you but not your friends.

another shitty Monday and he can't seem to get his head to do the work that his conscience tells him he'd better get started on. he's getting so close to a place in his life when he feels comfortable with everything and then he has to go and leave the confines of his room and meet the outside world. that world scares him because it means that there are other people who don't seem him as the boy he is inside, but rather the awkward female trying to shed layer after layer of skin and recreate the body his mind tricks him into believing could be his. he's been in the school system long enough that if the government wants to fuck over the teachers and the kids, they won't bother to give a fuck. the government will never consider the students to be important enough to spend the much-needed money to create a system that actually works. he's had it with how badly the government has dealt with educating the children, he's appalled that no better plans have been put into effect or even brought into discussion.  <3 <3