don't stay home.

he's starting to feel as though he can catch up to everything going on in his life, except he knows that it's all a lie, that when he gets there he'll have to start all over again. he's getting more into the things that he enjoys in life and not just the shit that the school system and society are forcing down his throat. he feels useful in a way, no matter how bad his grades seem to look.  he's realizing all the trips he has planned for the next few months, there's always so many more than he would expect. Japan or possibly just Alberta next month, Ashland in April, Whistler for a weekend in May, maybe campOUT in July, some grad trip over the summer. he doesn't like the thought of being in new places too much, although he can deal for the amazingness of how much he loves it all in the amazingness. he can't even wait to see everything about them. this week is starting out to be long and drawn out. he can't help but to want to sleep. the only things keeping him awake are lack of comfort, fear of missing moments, and the workload. he could just crash anywhere art this point. <3 <3