and we live in a beautiful world.

at least he hasn't lost the ability to laugh at himself. he knows how much of a dumbass he's being and how much some people would enjoy punching him in the face. repeatedly. the fact that he is aware of it all makes it that much easier to continue doing what he is doing whilst also not getting injured. not getting injured is a good part of it all, except the fact that he's letting his guard down, letting a girl do whatever she wants, playing the part of putty in her hands. he's almost okay with the way this has been turning out.  he feels like he's starting to get through to the masses. today alone he's managed to reinforce the idea that he liked women into his old Japanese teacher's mind, convince his drama teacher to give him a male role no matter what, and understand just how ridiculously versatile his gender presentation can be no matter how much his gender stays the same.  <3 <3