just to know your name.

he wants to fit in amongst the boys with their painted on faces, their pencilled-in eyebrows, and their glitter covered bodies. he wants to be seen as that man who is only a few steps from being seen as a girl, but the thing is, he can't stand being seen as just a girl. he wants to be a gay boy so flaming that drag queens look heterosexual. he wants a boy that spends more time on his hair and makeup than any girl he knows, he wants that boy to take him into his arms and tell him that he loves him. most of all he wants a that boy to call him his boyfriend, even boifriend will do. at the same time he wants the same thing from a girl. the only problem is that when he starts to fall for someone, his feminine side kicks into overdrive, making it nearly impossible for people to take his gender identity seriously. he wants to be held and to look pretty, but he just really wants to be her man.  the cold outside his window doesn't seem to be helping the lonely nights go by faster. he wishes there was something to be done, something that could make it hurt that much less. the cold will be the end of him until the lazy days of summer when it gets too hot to do anything. he doesn't deal well with cold or heat. the only reason he enjoys cold more is because snuggling up to someone can warm you up. there's no love in trying to cool down. <3 <3