and I ain't afraid to show it.

he wants to just keep on partying for the rest of the year. really, dancing with that many girls in tiny dresses is the greatest time ever. makes wearing a dress bearable for the night. but the shoes had to go pretty quick. he enjoys dancing too much for heels. shoes in general, actually. slow dancing with girls feels so right. he almost can't believe he ever tried to hide away from himself. maybe straight parties can be almost as fun a gay parties. not quite, but almost. so long to wait until boat cruise, he doesn't know of he can wait that long. the only good part of it being so far away is that he can grow his hair to a length where he can actually do something with it. maybe even put it up so that it's not so hot.  plus that gives him a chance to go shopping for 0g things when he goes down to Ashland. not to mention that he might be getting a bunch of grade 12s to come with him. party year. that would honestly make the year so much better. adventures in Ashland no matter who they're with would be spectacular.  for now he's tired; both mentally and physically.  after 6 hours of party he can't seem to stop from feeling it in every particle of his being. feet hurt, legs hurt, back hurts, shoulders hurt, neck hurts, and head hurts. good thing he's getting a hot stone massage on Sunday afternoon. too bad it wasn't tomorrow. or before his work. but he'll survive somehow, no matter how much it hurts right now. another two weeks of school left before he's free for the winter break. he can't wait to go back to the schedule of not actually having school. it's always great when that happens. means more sleeping, and cuddling into warm and soft things. if only everything were as easy as just lazing around to just do what he wants to do. <3 <3