break it up.

sometimes he wonders how fucking insane he sounds when he's tired. then he realizes he doesn't give a fuck because it's all entertainment. except when pulling a random 2am homework session, that is never a good idea. he remembers having to sneak out to go hide in a hallway to write essays for class after smoking a doob to make it seem like there was a real reason he needed to get out. somehow doing homework when his mom knows never seems to make it productive. he could spend hours working on one thing that would've been been done in 15mins if he was left to do it without the pestering. that might be why he never gets any work done, he waits for her to be too busy to notice what he's doing. he feels that he has to have a secret life just to do his homework in peace. that's why he just can't wait to move out.  everything is extremely dykey. he realizes there is no way he could do anything to make him look legitamitly straight. that's quite enjoyable, although somehow guys don't seem to get it and it's not enough for girls... he tries to be in too many places at oce and he gets spread so thin he doesn't know how to deal with it anymore. every day it seems he has between 2 and 5 places to be at lunch. after school he tries to get everything to fit into the rest of the day. there is no time to just do it all.  <3 <3