this is the exception. Nick Simmons. I can't even tell how exactly I love him. yes, I would kill to have his body, and yes I do strangely find myself attracted to him. this almost scares me. this is the problem with skinny, tall, long-haired, musician or artist boys. especially when they happen to be English majors. if I somehow got the chance to be in their body I'd just spend all my time in the mirror. just checking myself out. but at the same time, as long as their dicks stay I their pants I would pretty much instantly make out with them. it's just not fair how pretty they are. this is pretty much the reason that I will admit to at least a little bit of pansexuality. there always have been a very, very few numbet of cis-gendered males that I do find attractive. VERY FEW, but they still are there...
for the rest of my summer I will most likely end up trying to find an amazing male wardrobe and throwing out a bunch more girly clothes. just filled another bag today. need to get rid of so many things, no time to sort through it all. value village runs are a must, including many big, warm man sweaters :) those are always the best. maybe start picking up a few things for pride, or even grad.
need to start making plans for Halloween. the haunted house I've had some plans for since forever ago, my costume for actual Halloween is a little more difficult. still working on an idea really. this could be an interesting year.
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